Getting Better

Sorry for all who read my blog and feel it is a Launie venting session. I sent back to work this week. I didn’t work full-time each day and I feeling better each day. Things are getting more bearable but I will share my pet peeve. Last year and this year I can’t STAND when people say “I know how you feel”. That is an impossible phrase. No one can even know how someone else feels. We each deal with things differently and I have the fun pleasure of not only having lost my two sons but I get postpartum depression after each pregnancy. I’m lucky that I have such a great Dr this time around who helped with the depressions before it got bad, my last Dr did nothing and didn’t seem to care at all. I appreciate that we have so many people who have shown their love for us through this great trial in our lives. It has been the most difficult thing for us to go through and we’re lucky to have so many people who love us and especially to have the love of each other. I know I wouldn’t even be able to sleep at night if Alex wasn’t right by my side to hold my hand (no seriously I hold his hand to fall asleep). The interesting thing I have been noticing the past few days is how different men and women are when it comes to wanting kids. We both want kids, but I can’t seem to get it off my mind because we’ll I’m a girl and we think about babies even when we’re little. Men well, they just don’t. It’s made for some interesting conversations the past few days in our house. I’ve almost given up on trying to lose weight, I need to do better. There were just SO MANY things that made me sick when I was pregnant that I’ve been indulging lately. I’ll get back on track! Life will get better and so will my attitude!